To be Continued...
So far everything has gone as planned, I have finished some of the assignments that I was aiming and hoping to finish decades ago. The bright side of all this work is that Halloween is coming up meaning dress up and candy, this year me and my boyfriend are dressing up as ketchup and mustard, even though it may be kind of dorky I liked it because I know many don’t have the courage to be seen in public with such outfits. The down side of all this is that I am currently way passed due with my assignments in my AP English class, I still remember the day that I was informed that I made it into that class, my heart filled with joy because that was the first time that I have been placed into an advanced class, now the thought that I filled my plate way to much with so many difficult courses breaks my heart because I know that I will probably not accomplish in passing my AP English class. However, my failure is due to my actions and no one else’s I cannot put the blame on the teacher because Mr. Garza is an exceptional teacher, he tried to work out ways to get me caught up. My actions may serve as an example for when I am attending college maybe then I will know the difficulties of trying to proceed with different difficult classes. My difficult classes for this year include AP English, Physics, and Government.
Now for the talk of how my senior projects are going , the only word that can best fit into the category would be failure, sometimes I feel like it is my fault for not being able to accomplish so many tasks. Even though, I accomplish and great quantity of work, I feel like I have not accomplish enough, this feeling as lead to many restless sleeping and great depression. My brag sheet and resume are the easiest assignments but not even that have I completed, maybe it is me, maybe I am the reason for failure, there is no other person to blame but me. If bad comes to worse, I would at least want to acknowledge the fact that it was my doing for not completing the work. The next assignment that I have begun but notaccomplished is the autobiographical narrative, why did I through so much on my plate, if I would of only signed for the later date of interviews. Now I am currently stuck between a wall and a hard rock, I just want to give up now there’s no hope for me I may not even complete my senior projects there’s so much to do and little time to complete it. No matter how much I try nothing seems to go my way, and when I believe I am trying, others view it as not enough is being given. This depression may go away and if it does, if everything starts going for the better I know that I have a greater chance to actually complete this project.
Now for the talk of how my senior projects are going , the only word that can best fit into the category would be failure, sometimes I feel like it is my fault for not being able to accomplish so many tasks. Even though, I accomplish and great quantity of work, I feel like I have not accomplish enough, this feeling as lead to many restless sleeping and great depression. My brag sheet and resume are the easiest assignments but not even that have I completed, maybe it is me, maybe I am the reason for failure, there is no other person to blame but me. If bad comes to worse, I would at least want to acknowledge the fact that it was my doing for not completing the work. The next assignment that I have begun but notaccomplished is the autobiographical narrative, why did I through so much on my plate, if I would of only signed for the later date of interviews. Now I am currently stuck between a wall and a hard rock, I just want to give up now there’s no hope for me I may not even complete my senior projects there’s so much to do and little time to complete it. No matter how much I try nothing seems to go my way, and when I believe I am trying, others view it as not enough is being given. This depression may go away and if it does, if everything starts going for the better I know that I have a greater chance to actually complete this project.