What's Going On?
Well its November but for some reason I lack to see the change in temperature, I remember it being rather colder the previous year, anyways I am still kind of depressed because I am the same state I was since the last journal entry. My
head sometimes feels like its gonna fall off I cannot handle some much work and stress, some people believe that it is better to work under pressure, however for me it is rather worse due to fact that I know that I have so little time to accomplish so many things. Though I have so little time I somehow found a way to create a little birthday party for my friend Jose Martinez, he’s turning 16 barely and he’s a junior. Getting back to the important situations, today I was
able to get caught up in my college course, if you didn’t previously read my last journal entries, I am currently taking a college class at PC, it ties in with what I would like to become in the future, a forensics anthropologist. Who would of known that a class expectation at PC would be to write a 10 page research paper, it may not sound as bad, but every data and facts have to be either published or documented meaning that I cannot just go to a random website and get all the information I need there because there is also a requirement of how many resources one has to have.
The big talk that several people are looking for when analyzing the journal entries is the amount of time and work one has taken when doing there senior projects, well I can tell you I have yet found time to complete many of the tasks. Recently, I also discovered that the documents that came with creating the job shadow, resume, and letter to panelists must be scanned onto the computer, I have no scanner, or at least I think, so my life has just gotten ten times worse. At this moment of my life I think I will seriously not complete these senior projects I may just have to get a 0. Another reason why I believe I am a failure at life, I cannot even complete a website assignment that revolves around my self-experiences and life. Some people view as smart though because of the classes I am taking but if they only knew that the previous classes I was taking are much easier than the ones I am currently in. The only bad side of all this is the fact that I am gonna let lots of people down because they had faith that I would be able to complete my senior projects to present it on the early date, in the beginning I assumed it would be easy to complete the senior projects because it seemed like a little bit of work. However, when you add all the other work given in other classes , one comes to realization that its way more then what they can endure. Well by writing all this depressing moments I now realize I cannot give up as easily I at least have to try for my self and for those who
believe in me.
head sometimes feels like its gonna fall off I cannot handle some much work and stress, some people believe that it is better to work under pressure, however for me it is rather worse due to fact that I know that I have so little time to accomplish so many things. Though I have so little time I somehow found a way to create a little birthday party for my friend Jose Martinez, he’s turning 16 barely and he’s a junior. Getting back to the important situations, today I was
able to get caught up in my college course, if you didn’t previously read my last journal entries, I am currently taking a college class at PC, it ties in with what I would like to become in the future, a forensics anthropologist. Who would of known that a class expectation at PC would be to write a 10 page research paper, it may not sound as bad, but every data and facts have to be either published or documented meaning that I cannot just go to a random website and get all the information I need there because there is also a requirement of how many resources one has to have.
The big talk that several people are looking for when analyzing the journal entries is the amount of time and work one has taken when doing there senior projects, well I can tell you I have yet found time to complete many of the tasks. Recently, I also discovered that the documents that came with creating the job shadow, resume, and letter to panelists must be scanned onto the computer, I have no scanner, or at least I think, so my life has just gotten ten times worse. At this moment of my life I think I will seriously not complete these senior projects I may just have to get a 0. Another reason why I believe I am a failure at life, I cannot even complete a website assignment that revolves around my self-experiences and life. Some people view as smart though because of the classes I am taking but if they only knew that the previous classes I was taking are much easier than the ones I am currently in. The only bad side of all this is the fact that I am gonna let lots of people down because they had faith that I would be able to complete my senior projects to present it on the early date, in the beginning I assumed it would be easy to complete the senior projects because it seemed like a little bit of work. However, when you add all the other work given in other classes , one comes to realization that its way more then what they can endure. Well by writing all this depressing moments I now realize I cannot give up as easily I at least have to try for my self and for those who
believe in me.